polynesian culture.......enjoying the beach, enjoying swimming with the fishes, experiencing new things, going on new adventures, and in the middle of this newness my thoughts turn to you, the one that was with me, but is no longer....my soul yearns for your touch, to share these moments with you....to share this life with you....to see your smile again.....to have the joy of you holding me.....the feeling of longing weighs me down, causes my thoughts to turn inward, reflecting on what has occured and wondering what will occur.....the parting of ways not so long ago was appropiate at the time, beneficial even, but now at this moment I'm thinking, wondering, will our paths cross again and become one single path through this wilderness of life. Lord, my sweet Father who cares for me, and is more than sufficient for more, the one who sustains me, I long for a companion on this earth, someone to share time with, to share laughs with, cry with......Is it someone I already know? Is it anyone? I pray that you provide as you have done so many times before, thank you for looking out for me, thank you for being my daddy....I yearn..........I yearn...................................................Father Help.

26 May 2002

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