run down body basically freaking sucks bunghole - if you know what I mean.....I've been sick for the last 6 days i think, and it's so much fun, i wish everyone could enjoy it like i do....the first real night of this illness my mind was tripping out, i was envisioning this brain like machine that throbbed back and forth and as what i needed to do was to put this little "things" inside of it. I don't know what they were, little things though, and, but i couldn't figure out how to work the thing really, i saw it in action but when it came time for me to use it, it was hopeless...i tried turning to left to right, up down, nothing really worked, it was during this trial and error of the turning the brain like machine that I sat up in bed and all of a sudden it became very clear to me, this brain like machine - was my brain like machine that resides inside of my skull, and all this turning was me thinking about moving me head to maybe stop the GREAT pressure and throbbing that i was experiencing at the time.......anyhow neat stuff - looking back i rather enjoyed it, at the time i thought i was in hell. i want to write more, but will do so later.......

19 June 2002

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