the feelings of not knowing what to do, of having information and possibilities for next steps and no advice for the specific situation at hand. i only want to do what is right to proceed into the future with a clean conscience. is that possible? am i hanging on? ya - on a side note to whoever is reading this these are my thoughts unfolding before your eyes so if you're looking for some great insight or some profound words you may want to look elsewhere.....these are just thoughts of man facing a decision - i'm sorry but i want to praying right now - not blogging --- be peaceful.