the weird excitement that stirrs within is mysteriously beautiful to me. i've got some thinking, praying, and listening to do. I'm supposed to come up with this proposal as to what i believe church for people my age would look like in this particular context. i feel totally inadequate to even approach this, but really for some reason it's got me excited. i need to keep myself humble and in check though - to rattle some cages yes - but only those that arise from pure heavenly kingdom motivation. the restoration is continuing and i wonder what my role is. prophet? apostle?