-this looks very intriguing. a couple times i've begun to compile a list of everything i own for distribution so people would know what they could borrow. an economy of sharedness and gifting is something i play with try to act out. i need to make a more concerted effort however - i need to continue to reorder things in my life, but i wonder will that be enough? won't it require the same from others? i think it begs for a new type of openness on the part of people and i'm not sure how willing most are to it, whether busyness of life, or personal disposition some people just seem to want have large amounts of private time and things, sharing only once and a while; which isn't bad, it's just different.

- have you ever taken a bite of a meal and immediately wished that it would never end. your taste buds bathe in the flavors, wishing it go on for ever - you savor every bite. savor. savoring implies temporalness, i find myself more and more these days trying to savor moments with people knowing that they will pass - i love life, and the ability to basque in it every day - i lively dually though - enjoying today and hoping in tomorrow. for i have arrived and always will be arriving. i'm joyful today? - absolutely - do i yearn for more? - absolutely.

-tell me a story