the work continues to grow around every corner, my mind unable to meditate on the things i'd like to. even now i wish to post things that are occuring within but inspiration and motivation seem a distant memory. am i being asked to surrender those things that keep me going? skip the next class i've signed up for, leave the christ commons that has begun on thurs nights, the reading, the writing, the conversations, completely disconnect myself? i'll do it, only say the word and i'll walk away; if you're calling me away then there is no reason to hang on - i'm here for your will and your kingdom not mine.
prayer and comments please.
1 comment:
not knowing exactly what you mean by this but i don't know that god ever wants us to "completely disconnect" ourselves b/c we are meant to live in community. he designed us that way and we need it.
maybe it's a matter of defining what community would look like if you disconnect. maybe it's just staying in touch with only a few people or even just one person for a while... maybe it's just with your family... or maybe it's going away knowing that people are praying for you although how long is too long to not be in contact? jesus went away for 40 days...
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