bewildered

bewildered by the current circumstances, moments of hope fill my soul. His kingdom is becoming more apparent as the fog grows denser. i reach out for his hand, i sit still in silence, i lay at his feet, the barrenness grows. desert land stretchs to the horizon, daily, moment by moment i make my way thirsty for more. for more. i continue the search for His heart knowing mine will formed and found as i travel. i yearn to be transformed, to be lost, to be found. desires pulsate from within, i wrestle with their fulfillment. when will it be? where will it be? bewildered by the current circumstances, joyful for the formation that results.