prayer

prayer can be so strange sometimes........take this morning for instance, i sat for while, talking to Him mentally, then i would sit in silence in hopes of some connection, then i stood did the same, then spoke out loud and stood in silence, then i sat again eyes closed waiting, then i fell asleep for bit, did the same thing over again for about an hour and a half. no felt connection, no silent whisper, no goose gumps, seemingly nothing, but i trust there was something......today i'm going down the mountain into the city and i'm pretty excited about that!!