semirevalational

new light has been shed, i don't think it's the isolation from people that was driving me a little nutty. i think perhaps its the work that i'm doing and the boredom that comes with it. the last couple of days i haven't been working as much - i've been praying more, reading more, and trying to be productive with my thought life and it has made huge difference. the biggest difference however is in no doubt due the renewing of my heart and mind brought on by the grace of our Father. my nearsightedness, and overall.....weakness was definitely hindering my ability to enjoy what i have here. i'm such a fool - i'm humbled by what's occuring.