blessed

the last time i was at kwood was march and coming back has reminded how multifaceted and blessed my life has been thus far. right now i'm building a house - crazy. it's a struggle at times, yesterday after a few harmonous hours of work there was a mental jump by one us and the unity was broken the momentum stopped. it's easy to get lost in the work here, but i look forward to leading retreats here, to aiding people in the refreshment of their soul. i feel a balance being reintroduced to all the angst i've been feeling lately.