thankful

sometimes your floating inside, quietly wandering through the complexities and mysteries of life. in the bewilderment I wish only to sit and allow it to marinate in my mind becoming comfortable with the unsolvable nature of life. there are moments, seasons even that aren't meant to be figured out, that cannot be figured out. no amount of purely sitting, thinking, journaling, praying will lead to an answer. it's needed to be reveled in, lived in for the sake of living in it; understanding that this is life, and it's is no mere easy feat. it's uncomfortable at times, confusing, there is a Spirit that exists though, that is our guide in these times, who walks with us step by step, and I'm thankful for that. I'm thankful for the traveling companion that provides tranquility in the midst of ambiguity. It may sound a little trite, but I'm feeling that flow this morning. A force that steers conversation into revealing personal truths and opens doors into our rich nature, and that is beautiful. He is alive and at work among us, thankfully.