time is an interesting phenomenon - and the passage of something of which i had a cool word that i wanted to use to describe it and it now escapes me - so much for being cool. i wonder what it would be like to be outside of time to operate outside of it limits, and yet to a certain degree, i believe, God calls us to do this. does God reminisce? or is that something that only someone bound by time does? I song that often listen to says that "if dreams are like movies, then memories are films about ghosts" - one thing that i think about and pick in conversations that i have with people is the ever increasing awareness of how things will pass. For instance finals, whether i study or not they will come inevitably and if i choose i will take them, and then they will be over - done. opportunity ever knocking on the door - each new second is a new opportunity - a moment in which i have choice as to how i will live. will i do this, that or the other thing? even non-choice is a choice - inescapable - and now i've lost what i was started out to talk about in the first place. i had some loose point that i wished to discuss with myself and in my heavy eyelid state i've seem to lost it. oh well. thank you.