there is a piece of my life right now that i wish i could capture completely and savor it over and over again. The richness of working side by side with my father and brothers is an experience and sensation all to its own. Yesterday as I stood there next to Aaron and Andrew, my dad snapping the photo - i just wanted to hold that moment for a little while longer. i just play it over and over again in my mind the richness of this season and how special it is and i begin to wonder about past decisions i've made - did i make the right ones? i could be so much more engaged in this endeavor had i chose differently or choose now differently. and yet (indescribeable thought)- ya i mean that's exactly it. in anticipation.