i don't know if it's loneliness or what - but something isn't right. And for the last couple of days I've been getting the feeling that if something doesn't change I'm going to lose it. Go insane. I want to share with you - I want you to share with me. To carry on back and forth about nothing in particular just goof off for all i care. Someone to say - "Hey Adam, how are things and have the time to listen" Someone. That's the problem - I feel like there is no one. I'm on my own little island - and once in while a note in a bottle shows up. But nothing extensive. No one to say - hey i'm setting time aside for you - let's hang out. I guess I feel like I need some attention. Attention that's all - just a little. But anyway - i'll survive.

13 November 2003