Reflections on the plane home from Carlsbad/Liquid Force visit.

standard practice of over thinking, analyzing to the extreme. Plainly I just don't know. As far as jobs go the environment is pretty awesome. A bunch of creative "cool" people brainstorming/designing cutting edge wakeboard stuff. I find myself asking - "will this satisfy me?", "would I be laboring in vain?" When it comes down to it products/things they don't really matter, do they? People, their lives, the relationships. The writer of Ecclesiastes writes though, that all is meaningless (unless done unto God), to eat, enjoy our work, drink and be merry. It's all spinning through my mind endlessly cyclying - the same thoughts constantly popping up and I'm left in a quandery. Wanting to make a decision but........ A great opportunity to share life with some people who have, at first glance, no interest in Jesus or his mission. A chance to be light in a dark place? That piece of it interests me. Everyone seemed and mentioned being overwhelmed - could I come in and offer them the rest that Jesus offers? Ridicule would certainly follow, but ultimately that's our calling. When it comes down to it the portion that leaves me wanting is ultimately I would be working primarily with developing products NOT people. At least primarily. If I were to take it my "covert" mission would be help develop the people not so much the product.

Glowing grids below, people making their way through the play as the playwrite continually changes and morphs to the creators bidding.

The idea of the outdoor camp grows more and more exciting, and it truly what makes my spirit jump. Developing activities, adventures, or whatever to help people in their process of finding out who they are and were made to be. Endlessly exciting I think and useful to so many.