trying to "plan" my life is proving more difficult than i would like - i've got some ideas swirling in my head and i think all i'm going to do is clean off my huge white board and just start playing with markers and see what develops. i've been trying to approach this whole thing from a very cognitive conscious left brain approach. now i'm going to begin to play - cut up magazines, draw, write, and scribble. delve into the unconscious level and tap into the intuition side. i've been avoiding this a little b/c first i need to clean my room so i have a place to play.