i was looking through some old emails tonight looking for something....it seems like I have lived two separate lives.

last night i was inspired, today i wore tights.

i don't know if it's loneliness or what - but something isn't right. And for the last couple of days I've been getting the feeling that if something doesn't change I'm going to lose it. Go insane. I want to share with you - I want you to share with me. To carry on back and forth about nothing in particular just goof off for all i care. Someone to say - "Hey Adam, how are things and have the time to listen" Someone. That's the problem - I feel like there is no one. I'm on my own little island - and once in while a note in a bottle shows up. But nothing extensive. No one to say - hey i'm setting time aside for you - let's hang out. I guess I feel like I need some attention. Attention that's all - just a little. But anyway - i'll survive.

church is something we are, not something we do.

God is really at work, i see His fingerprints - I don't know what he's up to but definitely something. The great awakening is happening and I want to be at the forefront spreading the news.

http://daibew.blogspot.com/2003_03_30_daibew_archive.html