i think there is something special about twilight hours (11pm-6am) - for it seems that moments of inspiration and thought often come at these times. in the biographies of Jesus the writers usually indicate that Jesus woke up early and went out to pray or prayed the night through. i'm not sure what it is. there's so much swirling around in my head that it is "impossible" to express it verabally here - so i'll turn to the ancient practice of paper and pen and diagram it. perhaps I'll scan it later and post it here.