life

the last few days have been somewhat amazing. God has really blessed me with some amazing conversations. Reaching out from the heavenly realm he has gifted with some beautiful people in my life who are seeking the heart of Jesus. A common theme of journeying through life, trying to enjoy the process, to not lose today in tomorrow, struggling with ego and all that entails, embracing brokenness and reaching for healing and guidance. As long as we're willing the dance will never end -

it's here that i notice an interesting phenom, some people aren't interested in the dance - well i'm sorry but i just can't let you settle for that. i've often felt that one the reasons God put me together was to "disturb" people and they're way of doing things. In a healthy way of course, the beautiful thing about this i don't have to worry about changing them as long as i'm changing and continue to have intersection with them they will inevitably change. Reading "Prophetic Imagination" has somewhat reinforced my thought that i might be called in some prophetic fashion within my current context, especially in light of few conversations, having these things line up again points even stronger in that direction.

And yet I struggle.....i struggle with pride, ego, complacency, inadequacy.
Lord grant me humility to continue
remind me of my brokenness
brake me where i need to broken and heal me where i need healing
may it be for the coming of your kingdom
continue to inspire me
may the blood Jesus begin to flow through my veins
for yours in the kingdom, the power and the glory.