confusion

the work continues to grow around every corner, my mind unable to meditate on the things i'd like to. even now i wish to post things that are occuring within but inspiration and motivation seem a distant memory. am i being asked to surrender those things that keep me going? skip the next class i've signed up for, leave the christ commons that has begun on thurs nights, the reading, the writing, the conversations, completely disconnect myself? i'll do it, only say the word and i'll walk away; if you're calling me away then there is no reason to hang on - i'm here for your will and your kingdom not mine.

prayer and comments please.

25 January 2005