life is an interesting adventure always throwing surprises, especially when considering the ongoings of the heart. oh heart of mine why do you stir so, why do you ache so, the face you have seen so many times before, and yet it still stirs me from within, this face is no longer so close, and yet it still causes emotions to flow, emotions, wow they just over take you......I felt like crying, was on the verge of crying for the loved one that I once had, then I prayed to God a simple prayer telling Him that He in control and is more than sufficient for me, in this moment of holy recognition my spirit and heart were filled with a sense of peace, on the verge of crying and in a state of bewilderment asking what if TRANSFORMED into a spirit of peace and trust. Holy abba father, your involvement in my life is more than I will ever know. Out there in this world I believe that you have set aside someone for me, in the in-between I will put my trust and untrust in your hands, I seek after you and you alone and let these things be added to me according to your loving providence, and giving. My human still in my moments of weakness falls low and wishes for someone on this earth to share time with. a companion to love. love is truly the greatest gift of God. Love.